Week 6 MKE Feeling annoyed by my OLD Blueprint!!

Wow wht a week this one was….. so much to get done and little hours in the day to do them seemed to be my issue this week.

I had to commit again to alot of medical appointments for my son. We now see an Osteopath for his neck and shoulders, see if the headaches can be treated, she found he carries alot of his stress in his neck and he was so jammed up so another treatment, we have been going weekly, so far 3 and going well. We also saw a Naturopath for his nutrition and wellness. This was a little different for him as he had never had iridology done before or learnt so much in one sitting about the workings of the human body and it functions! So after a long time in there freaked out by all the strange glass containers with wierd looking plants and fungus in them, we were able to leave with a solid plan of how to help him get his diet better and help his treatment y the Endocronologist.

Still squeezing in his appointments, we had another Hospital visit this was to have his eyes reviewed by his Opthamologist as it has been a month since diagnosis. I am so elated to say there has been no changes with his vision, its still a beautiful 20/20 vision and his fields test was even better than last time, so we left there after half the day absolutly pleased with these results!! Next week Endocronologist review, this is a big one, more next week on that.

So it has been a difficult time to get time to myself to do my studies and my activities. No excuses of course. It was just hard and my old Blueprint was coming in many times to tell me that I can’t do it, that I am too far behind and what is the point because I am behind!

I battled with it for a few days , there were parts of my week where I was defiantly effected by these negative thoughts and there were times when I could turn them around and change it to a positive. I guess it is expected that this will happen, it had been many weeks where I was on track and none of this old Blueprint chatter was there. Wishful thinking but apparently it is part of the process. I accept this and just know that I had to find a way to make sure I did not fall into my old way of thinking and give up on a good thing!

With the help of my tribe and the guides I was encouraged and inspired, they never let me get down and give up!  There are some amazing humans in our group and it is really a blessing to be with them, they gave me strength and helped me keep fighting for organisation and to be kind to myself.  I have taken the advice of Duncan and writing it all up, the activities I need to do and just bite a bit off at a time. I know I need to do this and as it has been difficult with all the medical commitments I will continue to do the very best I can do.

Another trip to the hospital next week and it is my Birthday too!! Talk to you all then!!

Blessings

Lana xo