Week 9 MKE Chasing my Tail !!

Well it is along time since doing week 8, weeks has lapsed and I got so far behind I did feel I was losing all the control and almost gave in. All the tasks were mounting up to a huge pile.

My son had some major challenges with his behaviour and it has been difficult to endure, his anger and out of control rages, very aggressive and even he can not control his emotions and outbursts of anger, the hormone imbalances and the tumour cause all this upset and it is very scary and difficult at the time as it has to be waited out and only once he calms down can I step in as a loving and understanding mum and give him the hugs and words of wisdom and positivity that I only wished I could of an hour before. He will respond well to this after the episode is over. My poor boy he suffers so much and need him to be healed.

Not much is getting done for my lessons, Still stuck on week 8 and struggling with my time, emotions, headspace for what it is I am meant to be doing!

I know the movie poster is a must and I have gathered some magazine pictures, words, photos to start and make it a creative master piece of my DMP. I have bought the white poster paper, got glue, scissors and my enthusiasm!! I start while my son is at school and put a few amazing things together. It was fun and I enjoyed working on this for the week, my creative juices were flowing and it felt good to be using my true creative side again.

The shapes are sitting there all the copies but I am spending a lot of time on my Dream Board, when I can I will do those shapes.

I feel I am moving forward but then again I am not. DMP needs to be done again and not even got to look back at that for re submission.

Blessings Lana xo

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