Week 18 MKE….My Virtue is Courage!!

This week really sucked, it was terrible I was full of anxiety and panic and just could not relax and be content. I had 2 old blueprint anxiety symptoms show up and I really didn’t cope that well.

This made me teary and emotional, moody and short with my family as I just was gfeeling this wqs not fair. I was thinking I have come so far in the Master Keys and soooo much self healing has taken place so I could not undersand why I was having these things come about. Also I was feeling not god enough or important as I was continuing to grow a new affiliate marketing rols that I am in for a cryptocurrency opportunity to work from home and help others do the same. My team was buiding rapidly and out of control leads that I was converting into members but then along came the training and spending my time with them and there was no appreciation being shown from others. I notice my old blueprint coming back in a bit and having some doubts and negative feelings about the situation.

I guess the best thing was that I did not allow myself to mope around too long and I was able to get out of that limited mindset again and change into a more positive mindset and put into action more flashing of my index cards and just studying more and more to feel all the amazing things about who I am becoming and saying goodbye to the old me full of doubts, fears and anxiety.

I questioned weather this was a bit of a process my mind and body were going through to shed my old self ready for my transformation into my new authentic self.

I did a polo, had some support and love some from my guide and tribe and this helped me get through and keep on the path to happiness. I was very down and just left a message to vent but also to get some hope and inspiration from my friends there. They di did amazing to send me messages back and instil some hope into me that I will move through this phase, they were right.

It took some days as I had anxiety for almost the week and then a gum issue and had to go off to the dentist and that brought on even more anxiety as I am most defiantly a chicken when it comes to dentists lol.

I give myself permission to be Healthy and well with true health and I give myself permission to be happy and successful!

Blessings

Lana xo