Hey everyone!! I just want to do a quick entry here about Kindness!

This is our virtue to focus on for the week.

I have done some random acts of kindness but I want to share the one yesterday.

I turned to a lady at the supermarket, she was behind me with her trolley and I said I have some cash in my purse that I want to give to you to help with your groceries, she was very moved. I had $10.00 so I handed this to her and she said oh wow thank you so much. I will be paying it forward for sure, she took down my name and we chatted for a few minutes, she offered me a hug of gratitude and I accepted and hugged her tightly and we connected as 2 mums who just want to make the world a better, happier place.

I felt amazing and lo0king forward to being out again today at the sh0pping centre to pay for someone coffee/tea perhaps!

Blessings of Kindness

Lana xo

 

Happy New YEar to you all!!

We had a really nice family friendly one at our local Drive In, we saw the amazing movie BUMBLE BEE ( one of the Transformer ones) We always need to arrive early to get a good spot so we had 90 mins to spare.

My husband had packed a card table and chairs and a board game, Baker Street ( like Cludeo but even better) we do love a Sherlock case or 2 to solve,lol. So my son and husband and I enjoyed a game before the movie started.

At 9pm we pile in the back of the Volkwagen Kombi Bus we have and it was excellent cozy in blankets as a family watching out the back of the car. My son had not experienced this yet so I wanted to give him this quality time and connect with him again. We had great fun, eating lollies and crisps and being under the stars for NYE.

We arrived home 20 minutes before midnight and saw the countdown in with my parents, it was special and one to remember with my Son.

2019 will bring abundance of True Health and Financial Freedom and Love!!!!! I extend the blessings out to you all!!!

MK Stuff!!

I have been going well this week, following the workbook activities and adding in my index cards as they need to be in order for me to read new positive messages for my subby!

I do not struggle to come up with things that I have done in my life and create 25 or so new things. This pile seems to be growing very high, lol. I had to ask if my husband could drop into out officeworks supply store and buy a few more stacks.

I have added in  3 Gratitudes now and sometimes I am writing 3 new ones in bed at the end of the day about the days events or people I have shared it with or sometimes it maybe the morning.

I have also been adding in a special moment that I have experienced and remember, so going well with that. 1 being my wedding 6 years ago this Feb. This seems to be flowing easily just like the grateful cards.

I am not clear where they all go yet, do I pile them up and read separate or add them into all the other things I have. I will seek clarification on this in the coming week.

Okay that is it for now, my memory escapes me on others things but I will add more next week.

Blessings

Lana xo

 

Merry Christmas everyone! It was a beautiful time this week with family, as small as it is these days, please don’t get me started on the troubles we have had over the years.

Anyway I felt blessed for the people that were involved and it was the way it is meant to be right now.

Our 3 boys had a great time with us and my parents, step dad. It was amazing doing the Tree giving out presents and seeing everyone so happy. We had delicious food and fun with games after lunch.

I was happy we had the break from the Webcast but I was mindful to keep week 14 in my mind and be as disciplined as possible!

The list of family movies to watch were on my mind but never happened, still need to check the list and make it happen.

So grateful for time with loved ones and chilling out after a very hard year for most of us. Looking forward to leaving 2018 behind and amazing new creations and manifestations coming into fruition for 2019.

Although January is full of hospital appointments for Bailey, my son I think positive about his treatment and the results we will get from his MRI and blood tests!!! Be gone you silly tumour, it is not even an evident size now, not even anything to worry about I declare now ALL healing is his and it has vanished because GOD is amazing and so is my son!!

I will keep you posted on this, we will celebrate his 14th birthday on the 8th of Jan, then a day after the neurosurgeon for a review!! Keep the prayers coming please!!

In week 14 I have bought more index cards, seem to have run out from writing all the achievements, that is a good thing lol!! I am busy flashing!! So many cards now!!

Blessings

Lana xo

 

 

This week it was a challenge with my time but I managed to get a little time on my own and I took all the cards I had created in my DMP part 1 task, spread them out all over the kitchen table.

I wanted to try it like a puzzle, see if I could pair them up and finally discover the I AM……… This was fun. I really enjoyed it, there were like 50 or 60 index cards spread out that has all my attributes on them.  then in my hand I held about 30 or 40 index cards with my likes/passions on them. so slowly I started to pair them together, randomly and see what I came up with.

There was a pattern as I saw the same things in different words were emerging.

Example for my attribute it was leading to ……………Teacher, trainer, leader, coach, so Inspiring Coach, Motivating Teacher, seemed all the same. I felt that feeling hit me like this is it, this is ME. I have know it for a while now as I has a career the past 5 years in helping people in mental health sector find employment, not just find but helped them heal and recover from their barriers in order to be ready for employment, it was the greatest joy and I miss it so I need to get involved again so that I can help others in whatever area of their lives. I know it all starts with the Master Keys.

I would love to be a MK teacher/coach, this is close to my heart and it is exciting to discover this now.

I could not complete my DMP sentence, it needed tweeking and accuracy, now I found myself with clarity on what it is I want and who I want to be! I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful. loving, harmonious and happy!!

Lana xo

Well I got here finally I participated in a live lesson this week!

I feel pretty good about myself and very proud of my efforts and dedication to get up to date!

The lesson was really interesting, we had to write a 1 sentence DMP and go to the mirror and look into our own eyes and read that DMP sentence for 50minutes!!! Say what? No way really talking to myself in the mirror for 50 minutes? lol well sure enough I gave it a red hot go!

I managed to get my sentence done while the lesson was on and thought it was great for a 1st attempt at this, was not sure if it was correct, if it was suitable, these doubtful thoughts were entering my mind on and off but I just decided to go with it for now so I could get the task done.

I went into my walk in robe 1st and sat on a chair in front of the tall mirror reading my DMP, it was 8am in the morning on a Monday and I had a husky, croaky voice, bed hair like a mop and was a little chilly in my night shorts and tank top but I did it anyway lol!

After a few minutes I began to become uncomfortable, it was not natural, it was challenging talking to myself this way. I was familiar with the mirror work as I have followed Louise Hays teachings for 20 years almost, saying positive affirmation in the glass to myself but this was different.

I felt anxiety kick in, wanted to move, get up and stop. So I did I refreshed myself and go back into it but this time went to the bathroom mirror, stood up and read it. There were different feeling now, more confident as I went along, more focus, my voice had a different tone. I felt like moving on the spot, my energy was raised and I really felt like I will have these things in my life that I was saying to myself.

It was a great experience and the rest of the week saw me work more on my DMP to define this sentence.

I watched the DMP Webcast the next few days and created my Index cards for my qualities and Passions, these I hope to play with soon to get that amazing sentence defined. Tied in with the 4 major habits and knowing by now that all of Think and Grow Rich, Napoleon Hills steps were being taught to us in a way we had no idea we were even doing them, lol This was magic finding that out as I am halfway through reading his book anyway, got it for my birthday in November.

It is amazing that we are 12 weeks in and we have made massive positive changes in our personal and professional lives that will stick and our old blueprints are mostly gone!!

I am looking forward to Week 13 and being ready for this lesson too!!

Blessings

Lana xo

 

 

This week I did not mange to see the 3 part webcast but do have it on my list of things to do, so this will have to wait now until I am freed up enough when I am on my own and I have achieved my tasks for week 11. I missed the live lesson but it is so much better now that I have almost caught up and no longer behind by 2 or 3 weeks.

Week 11 was all about doing the list of things I had been behind with, even so I rewrote my Index cards too because they felt messy and unorganised to me. The copies now are neat and tidy and flow a lot better and really resonate with me.

I had my son home from school too, he has broken up for the year, 2 weeks of no classes and only activities which he is not interested in attending, none of his mates will be there so I can not force him to go and be lonely for 2 weeks until the real break up happens.

This has put a lot of extra pressure on me as he has some very challenging behaviour he has reverted back to after some small breakthroughs about a week ago. This makes it very hard because he is angry and negative around me and he expresses some nasty feeling about my course, he is resentful of me studying and feels that he is not important. I have of course tried to explain to him that this is not more important than him but it is important to me and makes me happy. He rejects all conversation and will not allow me to express my feelings at the moment.

Sometime I feel that it is the tumour to blame and the hormone imbalances but I know that it is also teenagers changes in general as well as his other parents negative influences on him as he sees him more now with the 50/50 living arrangements were pushed upon me in August. It is not easy coping and dealing with all of this but I know that because of MKE it has helped me become stronger and more powerful in my mind to accept and go through the motions of the negativity that comes my way.

So I hope to get to the point on Sunday that I am ready for Week 12 lesson webcast and can finally be engaged in a live and feel extremely happy that I got here to this point!

Blessings

Lana xo

Wow it was a mean feat but it was great this week to finish off Week 9 video, sink my teeth into my DMP recording, found a clever way to get the Ukulele songs on my tablet and then record with a little hand held recording device I was able to pick up for $99.00.

This was so much fun reading out my DMP and my other affirmations in a positive, enthuuuusiastic voice full of energy and vitality!!

I have been playing it to myself at bedtime and falling asleep on the 2nd round,lol.

I see my Shapes and my Movie board all the time, it is up in my kitchen to the side of the sink so I always see it as I am cooking or washing up etc, love to just look at al the inspiration on there! The shapes are great I can fill it in with the correct thought and smart goal just with a fast glance.

I hope to watch the webcasts set out for us on our DMP over the Thanks Giving break, we shall see as I have a lot of major things going on with my family life as you know.

Until next time, enjoy your experiences and love and light to you all!

Blessings Lana xo

 

 

Hello well I am out of whack with doing the tasks at the correct times but it is what it is and I am super proud of myself for biting off the chucks and getting them done. May not be in order of things but it is done!!

Movie Poster/Dream Board:  Done and up in my kitchen and I see it all the time, it is my DMP come to life and I am so happy with how it feels and looks!!

Shapes: All done and up around my house and in my car, see them all the time and now I can look at the shapes and colours, not even read the writing and know what they are, the SMART goals they are attached to.

DMP: new submission, really happy with this, dates, figures, SMART goals, clear instructions for my subby in there now and feel it is right. Hope it is approved soon.

DMP recording, not done but have gone over music and I have been finding that I am loving the sound of the Ukuele recently, heard it in the hospital, the clowns play it for the kids while making them laugh, it felt really healing for me, soothing and moved me. So my choice is to voice over a song I have chosen. This is on my list today.

Mastermind: I chose my husband as he has been a support all the way through, he listens to all my excitement and been a part of this with me so it was only fitting I asked him to do this.

I have watched 1 hour of Week 9 and so have a little bit more to go and intend on doing this after my blogging. Whatever tasks need to be added then this will go in my diary and on my list also.

It is Sunday, raining after a warm ,sunny day yesterday so it is not heard to stay indoors and get this done!

Yahhh go me!!! “I can be what I will to be!”

Blessings Lana xo

Wooo Hooooo, no other way to say it !!!

We went back to the Hospital for another review, he had a blood test to check that nasty prolactin again.  I got his results the following day, rang the Dr 1st think in the morning as she said for me to do.

“Lana great results the prolactin is down again and is on 4000!!!, this is great !” Wow I wanted to cry, the emotions were there but as I had other questions I remained composed and we discussed the plan of the next MRI to see what the tumour looks like. He will be having his 3rd one on the 14th January and the Dr stated that she expects SPECTACTULAR RESULTS then.

Oh wow this is awesome, the tumour is dying and shrinking and we all pray it had completely disappeared by then!!

He has had some huge changes over the past 1 week I would have to say. It is like a fog or dark cloud has been lifted from him, he is thinking clearer, making more sense, being a lot calmer, communicating without anger and frustration!! I know I am getting my little boy back. Now I know at almost 14 he is not little anymore but you have to understand that for the past 18 months his personality changed, his behaviour and he just was not the child I knew.  Good riddens to that tumour we all say BE GONE from his body !!!

So another week of relief and change, we look so forward to more positive things and I am so thrilled to say that he has done some gorgeous affirmations of healing, love, and positive thoughts all over his walls. He said he doesn’t want to be angry anymore and he is going to be strong and not let these medical things control his feelings and thoughts.

WOW hey how profound for a 14 year old I say. I love and adore him and his amazing spirit and I am super proud of him and his bravery going thorough all of this. Please pray for complete healing for him, Thank You and GOD is amazing !!

Blessings Lana xo

 

Well it is along time since doing week 8, weeks has lapsed and I got so far behind I did feel I was losing all the control and almost gave in. All the tasks were mounting up to a huge pile.

My son had some major challenges with his behaviour and it has been difficult to endure, his anger and out of control rages, very aggressive and even he can not control his emotions and outbursts of anger, the hormone imbalances and the tumour cause all this upset and it is very scary and difficult at the time as it has to be waited out and only once he calms down can I step in as a loving and understanding mum and give him the hugs and words of wisdom and positivity that I only wished I could of an hour before. He will respond well to this after the episode is over. My poor boy he suffers so much and need him to be healed.

Not much is getting done for my lessons, Still stuck on week 8 and struggling with my time, emotions, headspace for what it is I am meant to be doing!

I know the movie poster is a must and I have gathered some magazine pictures, words, photos to start and make it a creative master piece of my DMP. I have bought the white poster paper, got glue, scissors and my enthusiasm!! I start while my son is at school and put a few amazing things together. It was fun and I enjoyed working on this for the week, my creative juices were flowing and it felt good to be using my true creative side again.

The shapes are sitting there all the copies but I am spending a lot of time on my Dream Board, when I can I will do those shapes.

I feel I am moving forward but then again I am not. DMP needs to be done again and not even got to look back at that for re submission.

Blessings Lana xo